As the Lunar #JewishNewYear approaches I prepare myself to end one chapter and beginning a new.
For me it has been a process of reflecting over the year that is passing, like an inventory, tying up loose ends, owning my part and repairing any damages and asking for forgiveness. So if there is anyone I have wronged and/or caused pain, I humbly beg your forgiveness.
This is also a time at looking at what I want to improve as Im not a big fan of saying sorry over and over for the same shit. So this goes beyond running around saying I’m sorry. It goes right down under, self improvement, character building. Last year my goal was the trim the fat, not body fat, bullshit fat, towards the end of this year I discovered some of my own personal fat, things like over worrying about everything to me qualifies as fat.
Bottom line is I just wanna be the best I can be, I am a work in progress and hope to always be, inching my way along
This has been a rough year for me but on the other hand I had great support and found much tender loving care. I am glad I survived the year, there were a few really rough patches, I look forward to a New Year and making some much needed and desired changes.
Shana Tova to the world, may Light shines on us all
Shana Tova – May you have a good year!!
כתיבה וחתימה טובה
“May it be written and may it be sealed
that you have a new year that brings
fulfillment and joy, peace and prosperity, health and wisdom.”